My Everyday is a Winding Road

I can still remember the first time I heard Lani Misalucha’s A Very Special Love (I was at the mall
for window shopping but it made me buy her CD on the spot!) – Vivid and I
felt like I was floating as I listened to it. I like the original, but for me, I
love her own rendition and how she ‘owned’ the song and made ‘something different’ out of it. For
me, A Very Special Love is a work in progress. It can never be that perfect at
first. I know that failures and hardships that I’ve been through and, probably,
still be going through (I so hope not!) will teach me how to be deserving for that VSL. Despite things aren’t happening the way I hoped it to
be right now, I’m still that optimistic. I may feel low at times (like today) but I know that someday,
somehow and somewhere, VSL will come around – with a little hope (w/ crossing fingers), prayers, and the
right amount of work! One day this will be “the
song” for “the one”. There were times I got tired and burned out, hell yeah but
I still tried and will still be trying - over and over until I can finally say:
“I
found a very special love. A feeling that’s so totally new, that’s burning
inside, that breaks me in two, that squeezes me tighter and I’ll never gonna
let go of it.” For now, it’s just a wishful thinking that happens every
morning as I get off the office, looking up at the sky, inside the train on my
way home, there’s the song playing in my cp music player  

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before
And I couldn’t compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then

Then I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go

You’re not like the rest
I know you’re one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return (in return)
Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you

And I found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go
But I…

Found a very special love in you
It’s a feeling that’s so totally new
Over and over, it’s burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I’m never gonna let go

– 2nd best, You are the One (Nyahaha!)